Currently Listening The Dresden Dolls By The Dresden Dolls see related

my birthday is in 4 days and i havent updated in like a month! send me some comments and ill update more! everyones on myspace anyway!

hey my names amanda and im a myspace addict. insead of aa meatings its ma meetings (myspace addicts!)

send me comments! X0X0X0

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Currently Listening The Dresden Dolls By The Dresden Dolls see related

my birthday is in 4 days and i havent updated in like a month! send me some comments and ill update more! everyones on myspace anyway!

hey my names amanda and im a myspace addict. insead of aa meatings its ma meetings (myspace addicts!)

send me comments! X0X0X0

-A

Currently Listening Razorblade Romance By H.I.M. Sweet 666 see related

i havent updated in 4 ever!!! but i havent updated my space either cuz my comp has been unplugged for me to paint my room. its blood red! it looks wicked sweet! so ya today was the first day of school. it was alright. i only like 2 if my 6 classes. but yay. ppl are weird. they change really fast. ive lost a few of  my friends over the summer. fake ppl nun the less but still. im at a strange stage right now and i dunno wat im doing or where im going and im always fight with my parents and i dunno wether to just go with wat there making me do or say screw u ghuys im going home and do thing my way..... plus sum1 close to me is making me really upset which is annoying but i dont want to tell them cuz that would do more damage than good so i sit here with my mouth shut. well theres my rambling 4 today. enjoy.

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Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy Sugar , We're Going Down. see related

Oh my crap! i havent updated in a lllooonnnngggg time... adictions to myspace! cant help it! actually i havent been on there in a few days i worked all day yesterday and today and the days before that and i work tomorrow! yay! but it all good cuz i have zach. he keeps my ocupied. ok this is so weird. ive liked him since he went out with my good  friend. see she new i liked him (and george  but that was just a stoopid crush. he was really hot thou. u just had to see him.) anyways she new i liked him and she said she wouldnt go out with him but the next day she did cuz i guess seorge set them up. but ity sorta ruined our freds ship its gettin better now we coo but it was all just retarded. i dont even no wat all happened i just no i was really mad cuzz i felt like she lied to me but thats besides the point. But i REALLY like him.... ALOT! yay it sounds retared and i dont no why i do cuzz i doubt he likes me back but then i dunno. see we sorta flirt i guess. we push each othrer and try and trip eachother. he hit me with a fly swatter the other day. lol. and we just do little things. he probably, well i dunno, if he knows if i "got the hots for him" so to speak. lol that sounds retarded and cheesey but every one at work knows. mike said the other day "zach just comes back here{ into the kitchen} just to see amanda. even if he doesnt have any reason except just to see her." and he just walked back intothe dinning room as if he didnt hear him. i dunoo maybe he didnt. i told mike. "ur not suppose to say things ike that!" hes like" Im not?" it was pretty funny. i came home today and was listening to (my NEW)  falloutboy cd! oh and adam burned me the hawthorne heigths cd! im rockin now huh? but i just came home and started thinking about him. (it sounds stalker-ish, i know) but hey everyones got that someone they like. GOD! this is soo retard/cheesy/STOOPID!/hopeless/retarded/ dumb/ yourmom/ whatever i dunno im rambling and i dunno what to do to myself. today i was also thinking. so many kids have online journal and xangas and myspaces and what nots to be emo and express the great hardships of being a teenager on. what if? (god forbid) what if they all one day DISSAPPEAED? What the helllo would all hey emo kids do without ther=ir sorce of constant pity from fellow depressed 15 yr olds..... who a thunk it? but really wouldnt that be somethin? talk about mass choas! i hate my room now! it used to have all this color and pretty stuff onthe walls and ceiling now...WHITE! i took verything down and now i have trouble sleeping! were gunna paint it this week. RED! yay! its gunna be kick ass! im going for a sorta med-evil/gothic style it gunna be soo awesome. im excited can you tell! well, i have to go take a shower. i feel really gross from work. i usually take one rigth when i egt home but today i had and impulse to check my xanga. why? beats me and this is what thhe result it! enjoy people. but id unno wat to do about zach. if anybody has any advice. leave me a comment as loong as its not "go tell him" i tried today but i got scared. i was like hey... what? uh.... nevermind! wha? i forgot what i was gunna say! uh....ok?? what youve neer dun that? no! lol! it was funny had to be there. HELP! amd whats sucks is this has happen before. ive liked him before and he knew and it didnt turn out so good. and im doom to the same fate for sure. like my myspace name: im head over heels and still falling..............agian.

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[[ We're going down, down in an earlier round, and sugar were going down swinging. I'll be your number one with a bullet. A loaded God complex, Cock it and pull it.]]

- FallOutBoy {Sugar, We're Going Down.}